I recently had the privilege of meeting a young lady whose sole/soul purpose is to protect. To be clear, she is a Protector. I capitalize that word as that is her title; it is who she is and what she does.
She doesn’t come from Earth. Outwardly, she looks and acts like a normal human. She is pretty but doesn’t see it. She thinks she needs to lose weight. She doesn’t like being noticed and dresses in clothes that hide her. It’s easy for her to forget she is a woman.
She is on constant alert. She doesn’t sleep well. She thinks about all the things that could go wrong. She plans. She keeps her mind active by creating scenarios of actions to be taken in the event something does go wrong. She is a wife. She is a mother.
During her session, I was afforded a nano second of a past life glimpse. She, then a man, was a Pharaoh’s guard and while he sat on the throne, her position was directly to his right. She was a highly trained adversary and her existence was dedicated to protecting and serving her king. Nothing else mattered.
She carries all of those honed instincts within her DNA today. She comes from a place where trusting in others will get you killed, or worse, cause the death of the one you swore to protect. She does not fully trust in this lifetime; not even her husband. The only one she completely trusts is herself.
She has never felt like she has fit in and because of her trust issues, she hides a lot of memories/emotions/feelings from others, including her mate. Normally, when I see/hear this, the Guys are encouraging my clients to open their hearts. After all, you can’t receive complete love (from others, yourself and God) if you do not give it. But for her, they were silent.
She was told to eat “exotic and spicy” food as she is bored by “everyday food” and it doesn’t nourish her. Their meaning wasn’t clear. It could physically mean she needs to branch out beyond (yawn) hamburgers and hot dogs OR it could spiritually mean she needs to find new and intriguing energetic foods to sustain her.
The Guys talk about her two children and the energy surrounding this topic instantly changes to all business. It sharpens and becomes tense as if it is on high alert. There is something almost animalistic about it. This Protector momma will leave no stone unturned to ensure the safety of her children. Now, don’t confuse what I’ve written by thinking she is a “momma badger” or a “helicopter mom” as she is neither. She is unconcerned about skinned knees, petty fights or bruised egos; she is concerned with their protection; their primal existence. They are her “charges.”
She can’t turn this off; this is who she IS. She came back to this world, this Earth, for a reason, a purpose. She is a Protector and has had to make many sacrifices due to this. She feels alone and lonely as she hasn’t found anyone else of her kind. What must it be like to not fully trust anyone but yourself or another Protector?
She feels different from other moms too, like an outsider. She is, as it was explained to me, like an advanced Being who has returned to life in the cave man era. She is highly telepathic and used to communicating in that mode but now she must use an archaic and slow form of communication called talking. To her, this way of communicating is outdated and clumsy.
She isn’t very social. She really doesn’t like people and she prefers to keep to herself. The reason for this is a bigger crowd means more threats. More threats mean more vigilance. More vigilance means more chances of something going wrong. More chances of something going wrong means more Plan B options.
Because her body is in a constant state of high-alert stress, her cortisol levels are chronically elevated and she suffers from cold after cold after cold. Starting a new form of exercise induces fear because there are so many variables.
She is so very intriguing to me as I’ve not experienced anything like her. Yes, I have given Reiki to amazing Aliens who just want to help mankind, but not Protectors. I have not had this fierce, gung ho warrior, “I’m-willing-to-die-for-my-charges” energy before.
She is Hollywood’s version of a Transformer. In fact, the name that was whispered to me was, “Magnatron.” She is a woman, a human woman, but she can transform into a powerful, bad-assed weapon if needed.
Protectors; I see you. I can’t begin to understand the sacrifices you unquestioningly make but I can understand your drive to do so. It’s what you know. It’s who you are. I am in awe of your raw devotion and unwavering watchfulness. Thank you. Thank you for coming back to a place that is light years behind you. Thank you for walking among us and keeping your “charges” inexplicably safe.
And to my new client: Thank you for showing me, wowing me really, with another facet of what often remains unseen.
4 thoughts on “Protector”
You describe this woman,every aspect……it’s me. Not necessarily the good parts, the Protector stuff. But Everything else is my life. How does this happen? Or maybe nothing, just shocking to me when I read it. You are so special, do you know that? Thankyou for all the amazing blogs! I look forward to them!
Janet! You, too?! WOW! Another Protector! How does this happen? On some level you *agreed* to this, my friend. But isn’t it nice to know you’re not alone? I hope my new client reads your post so she knows, too. Thanks for posting!
Would it be helpful (for both of them)for this protector to meet the other alien you have encountered? I feel like a protector for that alien as you know..
Nope. I don’t think it would, Dana. Different ‘species’ so to speak. Can’t explain it but it’s kind of like they are all in the lion family, but one is more of a kitten and the other a lion. Does that make sense?